Dat Bahamian Borderline

There’s a story that goes: a young writer with depression wrote about all that was on her heart and mind and became a best selling...

The topic today is passive suicidality. And while I won’t be talking about any gruesome details (as there often aren’t any in these...

Be the reason someone says “…maybe just one more day”

I have so many ideas of what I should be writing right now and I can’t choose one so I’ll be writing a little about them all. The first...

I watched Bojack Horseman in 2021. The way that that show played and continues to play on my psyche is insane. I feel like it was...

“My greatest fear is getting to the future and realizing that it wasn’t worth it.” I really and silently cringe when I hear people say...

At this point I’m not sure if I should be saying sorry first or thank you. I spent from December 31st-January 3rd aggressively cleaning,...

It would be remiss of me not to write for the Christmas season, especially with so much time on my hands. Last year I wrapped up with a...

Every day we make a choice about whether or not to walk on the grass or to use the sidewalk. I really like the grass. There’s something...

“Just know that I can’t do this anymore.”

There are certain things about BPD that are straight across the board no matter the subtype. Having a lot of and intense emotions is one...

The funny thing about having an illness is that you inherently want to share similar experiences with others who have the disorder. I...

For all intents and purposes this is yet another hodgepodge of a bunch of things I’m going through. In roughly 3 months it’ll be two...

I had a friend once who had this amazing ability to see past my mask. She wasn’t looking for my “tells” or studying the folds of my face...

On Valentine’s day he gave me a beautiful red cactus in a blue pot and a painting of my favorite flower. I was beyond elated! He’s not...

We have to experience them both

I’ve been wanting to write for about two weeks or so but it’s been such a hectic time for me. I’ve started a new job and demanding really...

Today I need a hug. A hug, an ugly cry and to not be sober…and all that to come to 1 point. I’m under construction. I had this...