Dat Bahamian Borderline

What is it like to have quiet BPD? Having quiet Borderline Personality Disorder is like choking, having a completely obstructed airway and not being able to breathe or make a sound, not being able to articulate that you're dying of the pain that is stuck in your throat. What you're choking on is the pain of abandonment, loneliness and emptiness.

Their death is not in vain because it is forcing you to open your eyes to a problem you pretended to be blind to.

This is a short read on what BPD Awareness really is. For those that support people with BPD and for those diagnosed with BPD this is a candid experience of recurring depressive episodes.

There is no “may.” I have hurt me. My apology does not lie in the word “sorry” but in the steps I’m taking to be whole and healthy.

I’m very certain that the person who made those images thinks about us who struggle on Mother’s Day, but I wonder did they ever ask…

Once again, I'm writing with no clear direction and with so many thoughts of where to go. So I'm gonna wing it. One thing that's been on...

There’s a story that goes: a young writer with depression wrote about all that was on her heart and mind and became a best selling...

First I'll start off with an update about the book. The cover design is completed, the reviews are also done, editing will be completed...

The topic today is passive suicidality. And while I won’t be talking about any gruesome details (as there often aren’t any in these...

I've been sitting with some very uncomfortable thoughts and feelings for a while. These thoughts being particularly distressing since the...

Be the reason someone says “…maybe just one more day”

I have so many ideas of what I should be writing right now and I can’t choose one so I’ll be writing a little about them all. The first...

I watched Bojack Horseman in 2021. The way that that show played and continues to play on my psyche is insane. I feel like it was...

“My greatest fear is getting to the future and realizing that it wasn’t worth it.” I really and silently cringe when I hear people say...

At this point I’m not sure if I should be saying sorry first or thank you. I spent from December 31st-January 3rd aggressively cleaning,...

It would be remiss of me not to write for the Christmas season, especially with so much time on my hands. Last year I wrapped up with a...

Every day we make a choice about whether or not to walk on the grass or to use the sidewalk. I really like the grass. There’s something...

“Just know that I can’t do this anymore.”

There are certain things about BPD that are straight across the board no matter the subtype. Having a lot of and intense emotions is one...

The funny thing about having an illness is that you inherently want to share similar experiences with others who have the disorder. I...