Dat Bahamian Borderline

…I hope to feel loved next year.

Does anyone reading this blog have BPD as well? Shoot me a message. IG: @bahamian_borderline

Ya know what’s weird, it’s that feeling you get when you realize that you’ve somehow crossed over from being loved to not. It’s not the same as the fear of abandonment - that can be explained and even characterized. It’s not the fear of being lonely - that ties in well with abandonment and again can be explained and characterized. This distinct feeling is crossing over from “I can’t believe they love me, I make them happy and they make me feel the same.” - to “when did you st

This pieces explore how the BPD brain experiences repeated trauma.

Helpful tips on the differences between depression, bipolar disorder and BPD

The conundrum of being in a community but not part of the community.

Who do you think is the most despicable character in this story and why?

I may need to be medicated again.

I can’t help but feel inherently defective.

I wanted to say the most important thing…

What is it like to have quiet BPD? Having quiet Borderline Personality Disorder is like choking, having a completely obstructed airway and not being able to breathe or make a sound, not being able to articulate that you're dying of the pain that is stuck in your throat. What you're choking on is the pain of abandonment, loneliness and emptiness.

Their death is not in vain because it is forcing you to open your eyes to a problem you pretended to be blind to.

This is a short read on what BPD Awareness really is. For those that support people with BPD and for those diagnosed with BPD this is a candid experience of recurring depressive episodes.

There is no “may.” I have hurt me. My apology does not lie in the word “sorry” but in the steps I’m taking to be whole and healthy.

I’m very certain that the person who made those images thinks about us who struggle on Mother’s Day, but I wonder did they ever ask…

Once again, I'm writing with no clear direction and with so many thoughts of where to go. So I'm gonna wing it. One thing that's been on...

There’s a story that goes: a young writer with depression wrote about all that was on her heart and mind and became a best selling...

First I'll start off with an update about the book. The cover design is completed, the reviews are also done, editing will be completed...

The topic today is passive suicidality. And while I won’t be talking about any gruesome details (as there often aren’t any in these...

I've been sitting with some very uncomfortable thoughts and feelings for a while. These thoughts being particularly distressing since the...